I realize that it has been a long time between postings and for those watching this blog - I apologize for the break.
It has been only in recent weeks that I have finally had enough free time to sit down and take a break from taking care of Doug's estate.
I have had some people ask me if I plan to take down Doug's blog now that he has died.
No, I plan to continue to write and post to this blog once life has settled back into a semi-normal routine.
Doug would have wanted people in a similar situation to ours to benefit from our story and hopefully help them with their own healing in the process.
In accordance to Doug's wishes and in an effort to help friends and family to move forward, Kyle and I are still planning to have a wake for Doug.
If you are interested in attending, please email me at the address below to let me know how many will be attending, so I know how much food and drink to purchase.
Here are the details:
Doug's Wake
Date: Sunday September 5th (Doug's actual Birthday)
Time: Noon to 6 PM
Where: Still to be determined.
Doug wanted people to be able to bring their kids...we're looking at hosting it a local park but we're leaning towards having it at the house.
If this changes - I will post an update.
Address for the house: Casa de Lynch and Marshall
2749 Scarlet Road
Winter Park FL 32792
If you need to get in touch with me, the best way to reach me is either my cell phone or email.
Email: marshall_marjorie@hotmail.com
Cell Phone: 407 247 5165
Friday, July 30, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Just the way Doug wanted it...organized chaos.
Here is the details for Doug's service.
Date: Saturday 13th March
Location:
Baldwin Fairchild - Goldenrod Chapel
7520 Aloma Avenue, Winter Park, FL, 32792
Phone: (407) 677 5091
Visitation is 1 to 4 PM.
Informal service begins at 4PM.
Friends are invited to attend both the visitation and the service.
Service will be kept informal in keeping with Doug's laid back personality, so we encourage folks to say a few words if they wish at the service.
Kyle would like jugglers to pass clubs at his dad's service.
If you are a circus alumni member who juggled or a juggler and have access to clubs, we would be honored to have you juggle for Doug.
We do request that instead of people sending flowers to the service, you make a donation in Doug's honor to either of the following organizations:
http://www.hospiceofthecomforter.org/
http://circus.fsu.edu/ - Douglas Lynch Equipment Fund
For those folks who would like to send flowers, small gifts for Kyle, cards etc. before the service, this is our address:
Address: Marjorie Marshall/Kyle Lynch
2749 Scarlet Road
Winter Park FL 32792
Day of Service: If you are more comfortable sending flowers/plants - please send to the Baldwin Fairchild Goldenrod Chapel.
If you wish to contact me personally for whatever reason, here is the information:
email: marshall_marjorie@hotmail.com
cell phone: (407) 247 5165
text message: (407) 247 5165
I will add hotel accommodation later.
Date: Saturday 13th March
Location:
Baldwin Fairchild - Goldenrod Chapel
7520 Aloma Avenue, Winter Park, FL, 32792
Phone: (407) 677 5091
Visitation is 1 to 4 PM.
Informal service begins at 4PM.
Friends are invited to attend both the visitation and the service.
Service will be kept informal in keeping with Doug's laid back personality, so we encourage folks to say a few words if they wish at the service.
Kyle would like jugglers to pass clubs at his dad's service.
If you are a circus alumni member who juggled or a juggler and have access to clubs, we would be honored to have you juggle for Doug.
We do request that instead of people sending flowers to the service, you make a donation in Doug's honor to either of the following organizations:
http://www.hospiceofthecomforter.org/
http://circus.fsu.edu/ - Douglas Lynch Equipment Fund
For those folks who would like to send flowers, small gifts for Kyle, cards etc. before the service, this is our address:
Address: Marjorie Marshall/Kyle Lynch
2749 Scarlet Road
Winter Park FL 32792
Day of Service: If you are more comfortable sending flowers/plants - please send to the Baldwin Fairchild Goldenrod Chapel.
If you wish to contact me personally for whatever reason, here is the information:
email: marshall_marjorie@hotmail.com
cell phone: (407) 247 5165
text message: (407) 247 5165
I will add hotel accommodation later.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
...And the curtains close
“Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.”
- Eskimo proverb
Douglas was transferred to the Hospice of the Comforter's Hospice House last night and quietly passed away in his sleep this morning at 3am.
I am sad but I am also relieved because he is now not in pain anymore and he went the way he wanted, with Kyle and I beside him.
Jimmy has mentioned that quite a few folks are asking whether we will be doing a service in addition to the Wake Doug requested for his 47th birthday.
Yes, Kyle and I will be having a service.
If you are interested in attending, we would love to have your company.
We do request that instead of people sending flowers to the service, you make a donation in Doug's honor to either of the following organizations:
http://www.hospiceofthecomforter.org/
http://circus.fsu.edu/ - Douglas Lynch Equipment Fund
For those folks who would like to send flowers, small gifts for Kyle, cards etc. before the service, this is our address:
Address: Marjorie Marshall/Kyle Lynch
2749 Scarlet Road
Winter Park FL 32792
If you wish to contact me personally for whatever reason, here is the information:
email: marshall_marjorie@hotmail.com
cell phone: (407) 247 5165
text message: (407) 247 5165
I will post service and accommodation information as soon as everything is finalized.
Thank you to you all for your love, continued prayers and support.
- Marjorie
- Eskimo proverb
Douglas was transferred to the Hospice of the Comforter's Hospice House last night and quietly passed away in his sleep this morning at 3am.
I am sad but I am also relieved because he is now not in pain anymore and he went the way he wanted, with Kyle and I beside him.
Jimmy has mentioned that quite a few folks are asking whether we will be doing a service in addition to the Wake Doug requested for his 47th birthday.
Yes, Kyle and I will be having a service.
If you are interested in attending, we would love to have your company.
We do request that instead of people sending flowers to the service, you make a donation in Doug's honor to either of the following organizations:
http://www.hospiceofthecomforter.org/
http://circus.fsu.edu/ - Douglas Lynch Equipment Fund
For those folks who would like to send flowers, small gifts for Kyle, cards etc. before the service, this is our address:
Address: Marjorie Marshall/Kyle Lynch
2749 Scarlet Road
Winter Park FL 32792
If you wish to contact me personally for whatever reason, here is the information:
email: marshall_marjorie@hotmail.com
cell phone: (407) 247 5165
text message: (407) 247 5165
I will post service and accommodation information as soon as everything is finalized.
Thank you to you all for your love, continued prayers and support.
- Marjorie
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Well, you'd better sit for this one
(Yeah, it's that bad.)
I went to my oncologist's, Dr. G, on Monday, 11 January 2010.
There's no good way to spin this, so here it is:
1. Dr. G told me that the chemotherapy is not working and isn't even slowing the cancer down.
2. my lungs and liver are starting to fail.
3. I have roughly two months to live.
Yes, you read that last one correctly - "two months".
If, by now you are thinking that I'm being pretty brave about all of this, that's because you aren't here watching the streams of tears flowing out of my eyes.
Obviously this isn't what I wanted; I was hoping for another two decades but this isn't going to happen.
Please feel free to drop by and see me (or call) in the next two months. Please check-up on my wife and son from time to time. Finally, Marjorie and Kyle will be hosting a wake for me some time around my 47th birthday, 5 September 2010. Mark your calendars.
I went to my oncologist's, Dr. G, on Monday, 11 January 2010.
There's no good way to spin this, so here it is:
1. Dr. G told me that the chemotherapy is not working and isn't even slowing the cancer down.
2. my lungs and liver are starting to fail.
3. I have roughly two months to live.
Yes, you read that last one correctly - "two months".
If, by now you are thinking that I'm being pretty brave about all of this, that's because you aren't here watching the streams of tears flowing out of my eyes.
Obviously this isn't what I wanted; I was hoping for another two decades but this isn't going to happen.
Please feel free to drop by and see me (or call) in the next two months. Please check-up on my wife and son from time to time. Finally, Marjorie and Kyle will be hosting a wake for me some time around my 47th birthday, 5 September 2010. Mark your calendars.
Monday, January 11, 2010
More good news
My friends Tim and Kris became parents of Sloane Smith at 4:30 AM on 6 January 2010.
Congratulations to Tim, Kris, and Sloane.
I hope life is sweet for you all.
Congratulations to Tim, Kris, and Sloane.
I hope life is sweet for you all.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
... and Life renews its Promise
and even as Frank's nasty offspring eat away at me:
My friend John, who is ten years younger than me and survived two rounds of treatment for testicular cancer, became a father on 30 December 2009. Twins - a boy and a girl.
Congratulations to John and his lovely wife Robin.
And to Life, for letting me see it renew itself.
My friend John, who is ten years younger than me and survived two rounds of treatment for testicular cancer, became a father on 30 December 2009. Twins - a boy and a girl.
Congratulations to John and his lovely wife Robin.
And to Life, for letting me see it renew itself.
Sorry, wrong number(s)
Well the numbers are in from my oncologist appointment on 28 December 2009. My CEA is up to 123 and my weight is down to 130 pounds.
Once again this is the wrong direction from both of these numbers.
I'll talk to my oncologist, Dr. G, on Monday, 11 January 2010, about my CEA, but I think it means the oral chemotherapy is also not working.
Once again this is the wrong direction from both of these numbers.
I'll talk to my oncologist, Dr. G, on Monday, 11 January 2010, about my CEA, but I think it means the oral chemotherapy is also not working.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Dualing Lists
Below are my Bucket and Anti-Bucket lists (in no particular order). The Bucket List assumes that I will die before the Summer of 2010. The Anti-Bucket List assumes I will live at least twenty more years.
| Bucket List | Anti-Bucket List |
|---|---|
| Take Kyle and Marjorie to swim with dolphins. Discovery Cove now lets children as young as six swim with the dolphins, so we'll probably go there. | Everything on the Bucket List |
| Teach Kyle to ride a bike. | Learn Japanese. |
| Teach Kyle to swim (properly). | Climb Mount Fuji. |
| Visit Chicago again. | Scuba dive the Great Barrier Reef. |
| Visit Tampa again. | Visit the Aquarium in Barcelona in Spain. |
| Go scuba diving. | Learn to Juggle five juggling pins. |
| Juggle with some friends. | Dance at my son's wedding. |
| Go skydiving. | Hold my first grandchild in my hands. |
| See or talk to as many of my friends as possible. | Visit the Valley of the Kings in Egypt. |
| Visit the Smithsonian. - DONE, thank-you Elinor, Mark, Gwen, Morgan, and Evan. | Gain 30 pounds. |
| See the FSU Circus one more time. | Celebrate my grandfather's 100th birthday. |
| Go see another Cirque du Soleil performance. |
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Irrational Numbers
I had my most recent doctor's appointment on Monday, 14 December 2009.
My weight is down to 135 pounds and my CEA went up to 87. This is the wrong direction for both of these numbers; my weight needs to increase and my CEA needs to drop.
However, my oncologist, Dr. G, says that the CEA measurements are not that "telling" during the first month of treatment. He said the CEA from Monday's appointment will be more meaningful.
Keep your fingers crossed.
Update: I just talked to my doctor - my CEA from Monday is 81. Not a great improvement, but at least it didn't go up.
My weight is down to 135 pounds and my CEA went up to 87. This is the wrong direction for both of these numbers; my weight needs to increase and my CEA needs to drop.
However, my oncologist, Dr. G, says that the CEA measurements are not that "telling" during the first month of treatment. He said the CEA from Monday's appointment will be more meaningful.
Keep your fingers crossed.
Update: I just talked to my doctor - my CEA from Monday is 81. Not a great improvement, but at least it didn't go up.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Not exactly what I wanted to hear
On Tuesday, 8 December 2009, Marjorie and I drove over to Tampa to the Moffitt Cancer Center. (If it comes to it, Moffitt would be where I would go for a Phase 1 Clinical Trial.)
After filling-out tons of paperwork, we met with the doctor. She explained that being in a clinical trial was less about making the patient better and more about tweaking the dosage and schedule of a new cancer drug. It's kinda like donating your body to science - you're not going to get much benefit from the "experience", but you will be making the world a (slightly) better place.
Of course, this isn't really what I wanted to hear, but if my current treatment doesn't work, I will still sign-up for a trial. That way, this whole cancer thing won't be a total loss.
After filling-out tons of paperwork, we met with the doctor. She explained that being in a clinical trial was less about making the patient better and more about tweaking the dosage and schedule of a new cancer drug. It's kinda like donating your body to science - you're not going to get much benefit from the "experience", but you will be making the world a (slightly) better place.
Of course, this isn't really what I wanted to hear, but if my current treatment doesn't work, I will still sign-up for a trial. That way, this whole cancer thing won't be a total loss.
Monday, November 30, 2009
More Good News (I hope this is a trend)
I saw my oncologist, Dr. G, today and I got two pieces of good news:
1. I gained four pounds; I now weigh 139 pounds
2. My CEA (from two weeks ago) is/was 55. This is down from 75 about a month ago.
Hopefully this means the new treatment is working and I don't have to go urn shopping just yet.
1. I gained four pounds; I now weigh 139 pounds
2. My CEA (from two weeks ago) is/was 55. This is down from 75 about a month ago.
Hopefully this means the new treatment is working and I don't have to go urn shopping just yet.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
A few bits of Good News (for a change)
I saw my oncologist, Dr. G, on Monday, 16 November 2009, and actually got a few pieces of good news:
1. My weight has held steady at 135 pounds.
2. The MIR of my brain came back negative for cancer.
3. I do not have Lynch Syndrome. Lynch Syndrome is a defective gene that increases your risk for colon cancer from ~7% to 70%. Knowing that I don't have Lynch Syndrome doesn't actually do much for me, but it means my son, Kyle, has a slightly improved chance of living a cancer free life. And that my friends, is good news.
1. My weight has held steady at 135 pounds.
2. The MIR of my brain came back negative for cancer.
3. I do not have Lynch Syndrome. Lynch Syndrome is a defective gene that increases your risk for colon cancer from ~7% to 70%. Knowing that I don't have Lynch Syndrome doesn't actually do much for me, but it means my son, Kyle, has a slightly improved chance of living a cancer free life. And that my friends, is good news.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Insert Raspberry noise here
This morning Marjorie and I met with Dr. G, my oncologist, to get the results from last week's PET scan.
But first, the good news:
1. my weight held steady at 135 pounds
2. all of the tests from the hospital came back negative for infection
(Okay, it's all downhill from here. Way downhill.)
The "everything including the kitchen sink" treatment is not working. The lesions in my liver and lungs have increased in size and number.
So, starting soon, I will be taking an oral chemotherapy drug called Xeloda and a blood vessel growth inhibitor called Avastin. I took Xeloda when I was getting radiation and I've had Avastin before also.
We're gonna try this treatment for two or three months and if it doesn't work then, "we are running out of treatment options," according to Dr. G.
I think we have two options: one is to sign-up for Phase 1 Testing of some new cancer drug; we've started the ball rolling on this. The other option is to give-up. If I do this, Dr. G says I will die in, "a matter of months." I've started my Bucket List and cried - a lot.
Either way, things are not looking so good and I'll probably be doing a lot more crying. Mind you, I'm not giving up, but the prospect of my death is somehow more real now and it depresses the hell out of me. But, no pity please. I will continue to fight this (even if I'm blubbering at the same time.)
But first, the good news:
1. my weight held steady at 135 pounds
2. all of the tests from the hospital came back negative for infection
(Okay, it's all downhill from here. Way downhill.)
The "everything including the kitchen sink" treatment is not working. The lesions in my liver and lungs have increased in size and number.
So, starting soon, I will be taking an oral chemotherapy drug called Xeloda and a blood vessel growth inhibitor called Avastin. I took Xeloda when I was getting radiation and I've had Avastin before also.
We're gonna try this treatment for two or three months and if it doesn't work then, "we are running out of treatment options," according to Dr. G.
I think we have two options: one is to sign-up for Phase 1 Testing of some new cancer drug; we've started the ball rolling on this. The other option is to give-up. If I do this, Dr. G says I will die in, "a matter of months." I've started my Bucket List and cried - a lot.
Either way, things are not looking so good and I'll probably be doing a lot more crying. Mind you, I'm not giving up, but the prospect of my death is somehow more real now and it depresses the hell out of me. But, no pity please. I will continue to fight this (even if I'm blubbering at the same time.)
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Free at last
I escaped from the hospital on Saturday, 31 October 2009, after I literally begged my oncologist, Dr. G, to let me go home. The results from my CT scan were not all in yet and he was thinking about keeping me in another day.
But now I'm home and it's where I need/want to stay.
But now I'm home and it's where I need/want to stay.
Friday, October 30, 2009
return of the Hospital Food
First of all, I apologize in the delay on posting this.
Doug got admitted into the hospital 11pm on Wednesday evening with a temp of 101.4 F.
By the time they finished with his vitals and hooking him up to an IV, it was 2am and time for me to head home.
I talked to Doug this morning and they are keeping him for an extra day so a doctor from dangerous diseases can check him out before releasing him.
If you wish to go see him, he's at the Florida Hospital Orlando:
601 East Rollins Street
Orlando, Florida 32803
He's on the 10th floor, room 238
If you wish to contact him directly, use this number or you will be told that he has been discharged...I kid you not.
Number to contact Doug directly:
(407) 303 5600
then press 1
then 1410238
I will post another entry tomorrow as soon as I know about the status of his discharge.
- Marjorie
Doug got admitted into the hospital 11pm on Wednesday evening with a temp of 101.4 F.
By the time they finished with his vitals and hooking him up to an IV, it was 2am and time for me to head home.
I talked to Doug this morning and they are keeping him for an extra day so a doctor from dangerous diseases can check him out before releasing him.
If you wish to go see him, he's at the Florida Hospital Orlando:
601 East Rollins Street
Orlando, Florida 32803
He's on the 10th floor, room 238
If you wish to contact him directly, use this number or you will be told that he has been discharged...I kid you not.
Number to contact Doug directly:
(407) 303 5600
then press 1
then 1410238
I will post another entry tomorrow as soon as I know about the status of his discharge.
- Marjorie
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Death of a Hero
My friend Robert Mudge finished his fight against cancer on Tuesday, 6 October 2009.
About two weeks before he died, Robert posted this message on Facebook:
To My Dear Family and Friends, I am getting ready to make one last journey. I have had a great life and you all made it the best a man could hope for. I wish I could spend more time here with everyone, but know I will still be watching and caring for you, just from a different place. Thanks for sharing your life with me. Love always, Robert
Memorial contributions can be made to the Hospice of the Comforter, 480 W. Central Parkway, Altamonte Springs, FL 32714.
About two weeks before he died, Robert posted this message on Facebook:
To My Dear Family and Friends, I am getting ready to make one last journey. I have had a great life and you all made it the best a man could hope for. I wish I could spend more time here with everyone, but know I will still be watching and caring for you, just from a different place. Thanks for sharing your life with me. Love always, Robert
Memorial contributions can be made to the Hospice of the Comforter, 480 W. Central Parkway, Altamonte Springs, FL 32714.
Weasel Boy
So I managed to weasel out of treatment on 5 October 2009. This was partly because I weighed in at 138 pounds, but mostly because I had a fever of 101 degrees.
Normally, the doctors and nurses tell you that you need to call in immediately if your temperature gets over 100.5. (The implication is that they will then send your butt to the hospital.)
Luckily for me, Dr. G (my oncologist) asked me if I wanted to go the hospital or just have my blood drawn at the treatment center and then go home. I picked "draw blood and go home". So the very nice nurses proceeded to draw my blood - lots of it. I ended up "giving" four bottles of blood that looked a lot like Tabasco bottles (especially when they were full).
Later that week they called to say all of the tests came back negative for infection and that the cancer in my liver may be what is causing my fever.
So, now I have yet another symptom/side-effect to deal with. Fun!
Normally, the doctors and nurses tell you that you need to call in immediately if your temperature gets over 100.5. (The implication is that they will then send your butt to the hospital.)
Luckily for me, Dr. G (my oncologist) asked me if I wanted to go the hospital or just have my blood drawn at the treatment center and then go home. I picked "draw blood and go home". So the very nice nurses proceeded to draw my blood - lots of it. I ended up "giving" four bottles of blood that looked a lot like Tabasco bottles (especially when they were full).
Later that week they called to say all of the tests came back negative for infection and that the cancer in my liver may be what is causing my fever.
So, now I have yet another symptom/side-effect to deal with. Fun!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Size Zero?
Sometimes you're the windshield
Sometimes you're the bug
"The Bug"
Mark Knopfler
For the last two weeks, I have definitely been the bug. The new "everything including the kitchen sink" treatment is kicking my ass. At my oncologist's appointment two weeks ago, 8 September 2009, when I weighed in, I was 146 pounds. Yesterday I was 137. (Clearly I need to eat more lard.)
In addition to having zero energy and being nauseous all of the time, I also managed to have diarrhea and constipation at the same time. I won't go into the details, but it was confusing, weird, and just plain gross.
Dr. G has cut back my chemo drugs by 20% this round, so maybe I won't be the bug this next two weeks. We shall see.
Sometimes you're the bug
"The Bug"
Mark Knopfler
For the last two weeks, I have definitely been the bug. The new "everything including the kitchen sink" treatment is kicking my ass. At my oncologist's appointment two weeks ago, 8 September 2009, when I weighed in, I was 146 pounds. Yesterday I was 137. (Clearly I need to eat more lard.)
In addition to having zero energy and being nauseous all of the time, I also managed to have diarrhea and constipation at the same time. I won't go into the details, but it was confusing, weird, and just plain gross.
Dr. G has cut back my chemo drugs by 20% this round, so maybe I won't be the bug this next two weeks. We shall see.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Status Update
I went to see my oncologist, Dr. G, on Monday, 24 August 2009.
The good news is my weight is up to 142.8 pounds.
The bad news is that was the only good news.
The results of the PET scan show that Frank's evil little minions are spreading: the spots in my liver and right lung have gotten bigger, I now have a spot in my left lung, a couple of my lymph nodes in my abdomen have spots, and my left hip bone and sternum have spots too. (This last one explains why I constantly feel like I've been punched in the chest.)
So, what's next?
Not urn shopping.
We're going to try everything all at once: the erbitux, camptosar, and the 5FU (via the fun take-home pump). The difference this time is we are going to more aggressively manage the side effects. Treatments will be every two weeks, so hopefully I feel somewhat human every other week.
Also, if the pain in my sternum gets too bad, I might go in for more radiation.
This cancer stuff is more fun than a kick in the head! (But not really.)
The good news is my weight is up to 142.8 pounds.
The bad news is that was the only good news.
The results of the PET scan show that Frank's evil little minions are spreading: the spots in my liver and right lung have gotten bigger, I now have a spot in my left lung, a couple of my lymph nodes in my abdomen have spots, and my left hip bone and sternum have spots too. (This last one explains why I constantly feel like I've been punched in the chest.)
So, what's next?
Not urn shopping.
We're going to try everything all at once: the erbitux, camptosar, and the 5FU (via the fun take-home pump). The difference this time is we are going to more aggressively manage the side effects. Treatments will be every two weeks, so hopefully I feel somewhat human every other week.
Also, if the pain in my sternum gets too bad, I might go in for more radiation.
This cancer stuff is more fun than a kick in the head! (But not really.)
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Now with less nasty Taste!
On Monday, 17 August 2009, I went in for yet another PET scan.
Typically, the process involves:
1. getting injected with a radioactive sugar solution
2. drinking a cup of "contrast" solution
3. waiting 90 minutes for the sugar solution to circulate
4. drinking another cup of contrast solution
5. getting a 20 minute CT scan
Normally the contrast solution tastes like stale, moldy ass juice. However, my nurse had good news for me: the solution tasted better now. And he was right; it tasted like light sugar water with just a hint of ass juice.
Now this may not seem like such a big deal, but after spending the last year and a half being poked, prodded, sliced, diced, poisoned, and fed various noxious things, I'll take any improvement I can get.
Typically, the process involves:
1. getting injected with a radioactive sugar solution
2. drinking a cup of "contrast" solution
3. waiting 90 minutes for the sugar solution to circulate
4. drinking another cup of contrast solution
5. getting a 20 minute CT scan
Normally the contrast solution tastes like stale, moldy ass juice. However, my nurse had good news for me: the solution tasted better now. And he was right; it tasted like light sugar water with just a hint of ass juice.
Now this may not seem like such a big deal, but after spending the last year and a half being poked, prodded, sliced, diced, poisoned, and fed various noxious things, I'll take any improvement I can get.
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